Below are the 15 most recent journal entries recorded in hellspawn22001's LiveJournal:

Sunday, September 5th, 2004
7:33 pm	poor I just got my bill of my college, and it's ganna break me! I've got like 35 cents left after I pay this jesus christ Rocky I'm realy in deap shit this time! Gulp (Comment on this)
Thursday, September 2nd, 2004
10:15 am	I had to cut my fucking hair on monday, I'm realy pissed off, my uncle died and my best friend is liveing in L.A. starting tues. You know right now life realy fucking sucks. (Comment on this)
Thursday, August 26th, 2004
8:39 am	I usto get into fist fights with every person who said I wasen't punk. But you know now it dosen't matter, yelling and screaming something dosen't make it so. It usto be that punk was outside the norm, now it is the norm. It's still punk and it's still cool but it has chainged the pop music scene, punk hasent changed it's made everyone else change to fit it and that is cool. Punk is cool because it is just itself, it dosen't care what is populer, what is populer knows that and it's jelous, this week it want's to be punk next week it will be something else. Remember when metal was mainstream and every band that was sighned was a metal band all of a suden, It well end and some bands will be here and other's won't. Bands like rancid and anti-flag, also guys like new found glory and GC. You know why they don't care what you think of them, if your an fan they will hang with you (Tim is cool) and if you don't like them they will tell you to fuck off and ignore you. Tim armstrong was in a crypris hill vid, and I dare you to tell me he isen't punk. After all this do you must be wondering "does he think he's punk" no not realy, I'm just me, I don't answer to lables any more, I Like punk but I'm not a punk, not anymore, I'm just me. You know what I realy don't care if you agree with me or not, just absorb all that I have said and think about it. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 24th, 2004
5:19 pm	It's kind of funny how time changes us all, you don't see somebody for a little and it's like they don't even know you anymore. (Comment on this)
Monday, August 23rd, 2004
7:58 am	Hay you all, Ummm yeah, I know What your thinking what the fuck is wrong with this kid (Well If your reading this youy prob already know) he always sounds like the world is crashing in on him. Yeah i know I have been a downer but not anymore I'm just ganna be me, The happy-go-lucky guy that I am sue I'm ganna raise some hell but that's all part of the fun! (Comment on this)
Sunday, May 16th, 2004
9:41 am	Last entry This will be my last entry, I'm moveing and I have to sell my comp inorder to have any money to live on untill i get some money from my new job, I'm not good at good-byes and the 1 or 2 people whoi look at this thing know what's going on anyway. Oh i'm ganna sell my car and buy a Bike, the cheapest harly I can find. Well that's all I have to say about that so Goodbye, and always remember Yesterday is tomorrows today. (Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 4th, 2004
9:56 am	some times i wonder what life would be like if it had a few small changes in it. If i had never gone to herk, if jesus was not my roomie, if i could spell i would have never met heidi, If I had never met link or if I dident do lighting and never met john? I wounder........? (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 27th, 2004
10:12 am	sigh (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 21st, 2004
1:14 pm	me Lately i have been showing some of my old ways. I have been acting and dressing like a vampire more then i usaly do. I also have been playing more hardcore and death and black metal music. I like the anger and hate, i'm angry and hatefull. I think i finaly found my music of choice and i think i finaly found me. I don't know if people should be happy or afraid. I have gotten rid of most of my music colection and am starting to fill it with metal. Bright snappy punk will not survive in the darkness that is my cd racks. (Comment on this)
Monday, April 12th, 2004
10:05 am	Humm. James tayer I have been playing lot's of james tayer ad of late, and alot more blues tunes. I guess my crappy moods have leaked into my music. The music of Muddy waters and the blues brothers has helped a little and i picked up my bass for the first time in 3 years and i started to play blues tunes now. Shit i own and some things that i think i write. I may have hurd the music but the words are mine (Comment on this)
Monday, April 5th, 2004
7:57 pm	life I'm trying to get my life in order and I don't know how to do it. I can't have other people do it for me and i can't seem to do it myself. I'm lost in a mad mad world and i can't find the door. Man this sucks, I hate myself. (Comment on this)
Friday, April 2nd, 2004
9:33 am	Friends p.s. On the other hand there are some friends that never change and for them i am infinitely grateful. There are some friends that i have known for a long time and i consider them family. Some i have known only for a short time and i also consider them family. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, April 1st, 2004
1:55 pm	Friends It's funny how friends can chainge. How you can grow so close then grow so far apart. It makes me sick how people change sometimes. I hate people, i realy do. I have lost alot of friends eather because they have stabed in the back, i have kind of gotten usto it. I hate people that i once thought were my friends. Sonetimes it's my falt but most of the time it's not (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 31st, 2004
6:26 pm	Hell I just got out of 6 hours of Hell!!! If i hear one more old man talking about how baseball was in "my day" I'm ganna snap. Realy i mean it, anyone who knows me will tell you that i may just!! I hate old people and there boreing ways. I love baseball but if the guys i'm gannna be working with are like this i may reconsider this whole deal (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, March 30th, 2004
2:16 pm	Punk music What the hell is going on with punk now a-days. Even rancid sounds like rap! Where are bands like Bad religion, and sham 69? Guttermouth is the closest think to punk that is around today. Goldfinger is kind of close but not the same. Everything you hear now is that pop-punk crap, punk is about doing what you want not what everyone else is doing. Pands just kind of do what the other bands are doing. You know that alot of gc fans don't know who the sex pistols and the ramones are!!!! that is so sad!!!! Punk is't funny anymore, Punk rock girls and guys unite, It's time to take our music back!!!! (Comment on this)